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1 septembre 丁亥年入化铁炉丁亥年入化铁炉
-灭塔厉刻
意气风发势如虎,
长驱直入化铁炉.
百炼千锤又四载,
煅铁成钢栋梁铸!
随性作七言绝句一首, 望各位看官收起板砖. 以上疯颠狂语, 实不能与下面绝妙好辞相提并论也. 惭愧.
离家远了, 摘录唐诗一首, 无时无刻不勉励自己.
孝心长存, 方为君子处世之道也.
游子吟
-孟郊 慈母手中线,游子身上衣。 临行密密缝,意恐迟迟归。 谁言寸草心。报得三春晖。 -------------------------- 26 mai My little Journey to The West, from The Spirit of "Why Not" to Quantum ComputersMy little Journey to The West, from The Spirit of "Why Not" to Quantum Computers "啊卡" 我去滑铁卢取的经 First, I'd like to congratulate myself for able to write some professional stuff instead of the random b.s. I used to write before, and for having the privilege of entering University of Waterloo in the coming up autumn. Truly thrilled and excited, I was also invited to its early morning reception session for president scholarship receivers. This year, 2007, is the fiftieth anniversary of the University of Waterloo, and I was given a pin of remembrance, coated in black and gold, upon my arrival in the festival room. I also received a sticker with my name and my program "software engineering" on it. It certainly was quite an honour to become a Waterloo prospect, especially a student in software engineering. Several professors from various departments have spoken, and congratulated me. Since software engineering itself is a double-jointed program, I'm still trying to figure out which faculty I belong to. Although many have told me this is a program which gets the best parts from both faculties, but I know the apparent truth is similar to stepping my feet across two boats. Mr. Johnston, the president certainly has a good sense of humour and approach when comes to inspiring and encouraging young students. The aspect of character which was not seen in those speakers I met in the "Top Applicants' Reception" in University of Toronto. Mr. Johnston has also told the audience that Waterloo was selected as the most intelligent community in the world in 2007. It happens to be so, that many people would wonder "Why?" when approach something new, but UofW's spirit is to wonder "Why not?” Mr. Johnston has also given the students a glimpse of some of the frontier technologies that are been exploited in the Waterloo Research Park. The one I found the most interesting was the research in Quantum Computers. The president of RIM has said that the capacity of data holds in a blackberry is 2-3 times larger than the supercomputer 20 years ago, which occupied several room weighing several tons. The advances in the development of "chip", is because of the advances in physics. But within the next decade, we will eventually hit the physical limit, where processors can run no faster than it already running. At that stage, we will have to use quantum computers, which replace traditional charge, 1 or zero, with the spin number of the fundamental particles. Quantum computers will make use of qubits (quantum bits) instead of bits (1 or 0). There will be 1, 0, and the superposition of 1 and 0. (Both 1 and 0 at the same time). This area is the area where all laws of physics break down. I was quite fascinated by this topic. As I looked around, I can see the same passion in everyone else’s eyes. This was one of the reasons I chose Waterloo. I like its spirit.
P.S. Please don't penalize me, I don't proof read. --------------------------
1 février Take a break.I have thought of writing something about my trip to China for a couple of months now, just never seem to get hold of time. When I flied back to Canada, exactly 3 days after I was on the Great Wall, I was late for school for 2 weeks, had to catch up and apply for university... The first impression when I got off the plane, was, "Wow, Canada was never this clean when I left it." The next thing popped out my mind when I saw my parents waiting out side the Terminal, "Wow, both of them lost weight!" In fact, I was wrong on both of the cases. Canada and my parents were the way as I left; it was China that made me think it that way.
Four months ago... There was me, my brown back pack and my Japanese tourist's hat when I stepped onto the plane. A plane to China, an old place I haven't visit in more than 5 years.... I remember I slept all the way, those stewardesses are not that attractive as usual, Canadian styles. It was a straight flight aimed right at Beijing Capital Airport. When I got off, my legs were swollen. I saw my aunt and uncle waiting outside for me. It kind of reminded me one of the Tom Hanks movies, his mother was waving at him while his dad stood at the back smoking. I sat in my uncle's car and thought of me five years ago. We stopped at a restaurant and ordered a hot pot, there were lamb, beef, fish, and some veggies. Interestingly enough, my uncle also ordered a plate or pork brain, and gave me a sign to have some. I declined but didn't feel any disgusted. There's a Chinese saying that, "into the village and follow its customs." My tongue was on fire and we hurried home after leaving 200 bucks behind. I called my grand parents immediately and told them I'll be back in a few days since my aunts are busy tomorrow. At the same night I decided to go back to my home town along the next morning.
Then there was the horrible trip I can't forget. The bus' air conditioner was broken, then there was me and 30 others tightly packed in the bus. I remembered my shirt was all wet, as the temperature raised up to 30C. There was a taste of copper in my mouth; I didn't know what it was. There was baby’s' cry, men’s' complaints to the weather and the traffic jam and a think smell of arm pits and sweat. I sat in the last row, far leftern corner, looking out trying to see something that would direct my attention away from this terrible bus... There was a point where I finally reached my home town, TaiYuan. I saw my 2nd uncle, with my cousin waiting for me...
I arrived at my grandmother's place; hot dumplings were waiting for me. Everyone was in tears when I came into the room, I dropped all the belongings in my hand and bowed down to my grandfather and also cried...
The next couple of days, I visited all my relatives, there was a party everyday for me. I was so glad that everyone remembered me. I didn't say anything as I felt embarrassed and sorry for not being there for the family for over five years. I remember the last time I stepped into my grandfather house, he led me to the living room and there were at least 20 watermelons lying on the ground and he would pick one where he think its ripe and pass it to me....
Next thing I knew, I was going back to the origin, where my grandparents had originated. I went back to their village and 'prayed' in front of the old yard. My grandfather told me it had the best FengShui in the village. FengShui masters once said that there will be very successful people walking out of the door of that yard....
Despite that my grandmother's health, she wanted me to see the temple range before I leave. With this, we left for the Fifth Point Temple Range. There was me, my uncle and aunts (the ones from BeiJing), my cousin and 3 others. There were over 100 temples within the mountain range. We stayed there for 4 days and visited over twenty temples. I prayed before Buddha and wished good luck, health and prosperity for the whole family...
Then on the last week before I left, I finally had time for my old friends. We went to a huge gaming palace, damn, I can't believe in my hometown we have something so advanced. But I just don't have the gaming nerves, I played couple of games and all came last. Hehe, I found some of the old memories riding bikes across the town. That's the feeling I can never feel in Canada, riding faster than cars surpass a stream of people. One of my buddies gave my a bottle of wine he had over 2 years, man everything was good except the ethanol have all turned into acetic acid, those study chemistry would know, it's vinegar. hehe.
On the day I left the town early in the morning, about 4 o'clock in the morning, one of my buddies still came. The last thing I was missing was the innocence we once had, they are long gone now, only cunning grew deeper. Friends are most valuable and hard to gain. I miss all my old friends from SA and China. All the best to them, best wishes. On the way back, I was stuffed with all the good food, peking duck, dongpo meat....... dumpling, hot pot, each new dinner party had became tortures to me. I noticed no matter how think the air was, how chubby had they become. Their love for me was always the same no matter where I was. I'm going to university soon, seeing all my family members giving their hope in me, and support me; I just don't know what to say.
29 décembre The Guard and The PrincessFrom "Nouvo Cinema Paradiso" - Giuseppe Tornatore 21 décembre Thoughts of the DaysThoughts of the days
Canto I
It tangled around me while I was buried in oblivion, as I reached out for it, it flied away.
It was the subtle design that influences our minds; it showed us happiness in the face of disaster and punishes those who attempt to grasp its instruments mercilessly.
I was made to understand what it wished me to understand, and said what it wished me to say.
Under the indulgent manipulation, those insignificant ones that earn no profit to be controled craw out the pit, and looked down on all others with scorn as them blind men jolted sightlessly.
Canto II
As one chased his own shadow, he started to see the offer presented under the costume of deceit.
Most men gave up everything they've had yet gained nothing in return, while the triumviral twilight guided some men to receive what they've tributed and sacrificed for.
For one's will is a powerful blade, that sliced everything every obstacle but cannot harm the one that in control of its handle. Who is the one laughed in its defeat?
Until they lost everything and have nothing to lose, without the handle or the blade, they were men no more.
Canto III
The more I eager to get, the further I diverged from myself. Time never waited, as I have fogotten what I came for, to be cursed? or blessed?
It's obsession that snatched these mens' souls. They became the dancing cobras that moved melancholy trying to impress its master.
Then there was the ghost of Argus, with many eyes, looking and pointing, trying to find reasons to hate. The more it observed, the more it became obsessed.
When the music ceased playing, they fell down obediently to the ground. In the face of music, they fell fast and their lives ended even faster.
Canto IV
No one dare to look into the glaring sun, yet all are eager to see the moment of gloomy eclipse.
The masks on those loyal fellows were forever invitational to our dangers ahead.
Steadfastly, one step at a time; but never know each step to Heaven takes to a greater state and a more perilous height; A fall is destined by the assurance of the one's blips.
Of all the certainties, there was one thing, even the jealous charm overlooked; all the previous defeats were made for greater triumphs; they've only advanced and never trembled in the presence of dread.
To B Continued...
3 octobre Speak of home that comes to my mindIt's grade 12 now, I don't have as much free time as before. I'm satisfied, I'm satisfied that there are so many people both here, South Africa, and in China still love me. I'm satisfied that I have achieved one of the dreams I had last year. Which is quite an irony, I now sleep before ten everyday.
It was a long trip to China, the actually trip on air was about 15 hours. I went alone, on my bike, raced through my small home town. I raced through streets and felt the wind blow into me, passed yellow taxies, cunning merchants and pedestrians. It was the sweet scent of home, a sweet scent mixed with engine gas, coal particles and gray clouds. Yet, to me, it's as good as wine on the beachside.
It was another long trip to the heart of Chinese traditional culture and faith, a mountain ranged named WuTai. With 108 temples surrounding the five great peaks. I prayed before those magnificent buddahs for the safety of all of my family and all loved ones with much affection.
Endeavour is the word, passion is my motive. I write for the joy I recieve at the end, and I shall fight till I die.
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![]() 15 juillet Phantom of the subwayThe blinding light and the hot sun... "What can be worse, huh?" I wished I was in Alaska, Stalingrad or maybe Reykjavík. "What could be worse than this?" Is the only good part, or maybe it will be worse.
I quickly slipped into the train. Although it was crowded, it was much cooler. I leaned against the side door, head slightly tilted and turned towards the window, the thin layer of glass that separates freedom and burdens.I looken at my own reflection. The train swiftly forwarded into the infinite darkness. There were few flashes of straying light.
I concentrated at the image on the window under the dim train light. I could clearly see them, those murky eyes flinches and swivels yet they are unable to notice my . I stared into the oblivion and followed their eyes. I sensed not a single glare or a sign of notice. I marveled and inebriated to the feeling of domination...
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![]() 27 juin Some Truths from a Condemned ManIt's been quite sometime since I sit down in my wooden chair infront of my cyber secreterian and write an article. I must confess to my loyal visitors, that I have not forget them. I had some busy time preparing exams and bracing the comming up events for my forum, while my forum also suffered from a period of down time.
Today as I walk through the neighbourhood, I smelt a fresh scent of lilac. It rippled my memory and I remembered someone asked me which is my favourite flower, I said it was lilac, of course.
A Summer Afternoon Rhapsody
Lilac has being my favourite flower for 5 years since I left China. It reminds me of my grand parents.
The place where I lived with my grand parents was a flat-residence side where all neighbours are retired teachers from a same high school. There were two flats, and we lived in the one facing South. Between the two flats, there was a field with reasonable size. In summer, I often play soccer, basketball and other games in the middle with friends. At one side, there were lilacs, purple and white. It's scent flows into our hearts, made us oblivious to a state of ecstasy.
I remember my grand father sat in his bamboo armchair outside under the shade watching me playing with my friends. I can also see my grandmother run down with a mug of water because she worried that I would dehydrate from playing.
There was a tall tree that beared red fruits in one corner of the field, although I can't name it because I haven't seen it outside China. Humbleness or decency it maybe, my buddies and I would crowd around that tree in the summer, each with a long bamboo stick, trying to hit down the fruits. We came with empty bags, and back at dusk with a bag full.
The fruits were sour, but I don't recall any of us complained, nor even have we remembered it as either sour or unriped.
In the afternoon, old men and woman often sit outside near lilac trees talk about daily news and chippy family affairs. Local gossips were hot topics among those they talk about. There were a man, whom we called "Sharx" derived from "Marx", because before he retired, he was thought to be an idealist that was also quite strict with his students. He would sit around a corner and fix his bicycle. Of course, in China bicycles are like cars, so you might view him as handling car parts. After the hard work, he would ride his bicycle around the field to show off.
One afternoon, we were collecting fruits from that tree, but those that are reachable are all gone. At the tip of the tree, where bears the most fruits, were still left untouched. We tried different techniques, but sill can't reach them. Sharx showed up with a grin. Next thing I know, he climbed up the tree. (He's 60 years old) He hanged on one branch and started shaking like an giant fat sloth or an ape. The fruits suddenly came down in a blizzard and we swarmed in trying to get what rolling on the ground...
I don't know why I was so concerned with getting the fruits. Now I remember that it didn't taste good at all. Perhaps it's my grandparents' smile that encouraged me. "Wait no longer, I said to myself, for I will come back with that black robe, and Ph.D degree from Harvard that you dreamed of. Wait no longer, I said to myself, for I will be back with my delicate, elegant wife and son you dreamed to see. Wait no longer, I said to myself, for I will be back to see you this summer."
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![]() 3 janvier Poem on behalf of my familyI will stand up.
Everyone's working for their piece of dime, Yet I'm here wasting my time. Men’s' depravity infiltrated me, Hope is far, and the world is bleak.
Hearing your voice I was rejoiced, Even reproach showed me you cared. Nothing is good enough as before, Father is much older, only Time gained more.
The anesthetics only made things worse Confusion is the debt that sends to dorse It’s determined to get hurt when fail to act, I swear to God, it will be a Fact.
"I want to stand up, to bear it all. I will stand up, and bear it all!"
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